Ok, so this story will probably sound a little strange, but I just have to get it "out there." 
I have a slight obsession with this guy I used to go to high school with--we'll call him SD.  SD was one grade up from me, and I met him my sophomore year at band camp.  At the time, our band camp was actually a 
camp.  As in, we went to the state park, stayed in cabins with bunk beds, and practiced in a football-sized field in the middle of the woods.  Anyways, after a full day of practicing, we always had a few hours before curfew to hang out around the cabins.  SD was a very friendly guy and didn't have a problem hanging out with the "rookies" (sophomores).  That, along with the fact that a lot of my positions on the field were near his, allowed for us to spend a good bit of time getting to know each other.  Oh, did I mention that he was 
HOT??  Yeah, anyways.  Band camp was only, umm, 4 days, but we really did get to be fast friends.  Over the course of the 2 years we were in school together we really got to be good friends, but the whole time, I was 
completely and utterly IN LOVE with him.  Back then I wasn't shy, but I wasn't very aggressive, either.  So, he KNEW how I felt, but I wasn't going to START anything.  Over the course of those 2 years, we had a lot of "moments" but never dated.  Still to this day, I don't know why we never "hooked up" (as in dating, not 
other stuff).  Oh, I could go on & on about all the 
incidences and 
events that could have led to it, but it never happened.  I know I wasn't 
repulsive--at least my various boyfriends didn't think so.  Sometimes I think that if I had just been a little more 
BOLD, maybe....but, alas, it wasn't meant to be. 
Now fast-forward:  Since his graduation in 1998, I have seen him "around town" on maybe 3 or 4 occasions--SINCE 1998!  That's not much, right?!  Ok, so why can I still remember all the tiny details of every 
important interaction that we had?  Why can I still remember the things he said to me about not wanting to "hurt a friend's feelings" (the only conversation we ever had about our non-relationship), or how he looked at 7:00 at night after a full day of sweating at band camp, or how funny "Monty Python" was when I watched it with him, or how moved I was to find him alone, in the dark, in my best friend's room, playing "Stairway to Heaven" (one of my favorites) on the guitar. 
Why do I still have 
DREAMS about him??  Yes, I, a grown, happily married woman, still have dreams about my high school crush!  These dreams come at random, they involve random situations, and they never have a beginning or end.  It's not like there is a story about me and him, it's more like my life is going on....then there HE is...."hello, how are you?  It's been a long time..."  And usually he gives me a very nice, friendly hug--then a semi-intimate kiss.  Before I was married, I never thought about the kiss.  I would laugh & compliment him, or something.  But, in the last dream I had (2 nights ago), when he kissed me I pulled away and said "Wow!  That's funny!"  SD says "What's funny?"  Me:  "Just thinking about how much
 I 
LOVED you back in high school, and 
this is the first time I get to kiss you!"  He starts in for another, with a smile.  And I say "There's someone I want to introduce you to.  Do you remember Richard?  My husband."  (SD & Richard knew each other in band, too.)  And that's it.  End of dream.
I mean, what kind of psychological impact did this man leave on me that even now, 7 years later, I still can describe to you how sexy his eyes were when he woke up, cuddled in my lap, after 3 hours of rough sleep on the bus!